try to cheer and brighten your day and you just scowl
me: im the scrooge of the world right now
aws, i know muffin, and i appreciate it- i know, i suck
dont you just have days where it doesnt matter, you know nothing is going to make you happy?
David: no cause at the end of the day i still have porn
me: oh boys and their superficial ideas of happiness
god who am i lately? geez-us. and keep your 'looks like SOMEBODY needs to get laid!' comments to yourselves. Fuck that. that's probably the last thing I need right now. i just need to stop. everything. game over. i quit. it's stupid anyhow. tomorrow is nick's birthday. i get to spend time with people i miss and love. and who i think feel the same way about me.
and next week is pumpkin carving! with pumpkin pie martinis!